Update on Smug

Blog posts have been a bit far and few between recently due to a number of things going wrong in my life (again) namely my cat being run over.  Went out for a walk one night and then come back to find that her back legs were all but inoperable.  Shit that reminds me that I have to give her some pills in a min.  She is sat on the bed a bit dazed so its time to traumatise her with trying to make her eat.

Smug update

Smug update for you

Just heard from the vet and its a touch severe, his pelvis is broken and in effect behing held on by the spine almost. The “wing” at the left side is heavily displaced. Tail fixed but in the vets words its not good

Upshot is i have to find 500 notes for his operation which being honest I dont have.  Leaving me with the worst option available.

Smug cat and life updates

Took him to the vet to day for an emergency appointment, his tail was busted open in 2 places showing the actual muscle at the top and ihis back right paw was very sore.  Vet said that he was very lucky to get home as it seems he must of used all his strenght remaining to do so. Onceagain my instincts were right because

Smug cat news

Get in from a walk out for an hour and there is my beloved pet cat , smug, on the sofa looking all cute.  That is untill I sit next to him and notice that something is up.

He goes to move but his back legs arent working and there is that umistakable smell of cat injury that I have come to know over the last few years of owning cats.

He is now at the end of the bed with me not lookng well at all in some pain and breathing is a touch laboured.

Even tho kari has ignored me all night on some attempts to make contact, meaning that she has her own entertainment sortd i have text her about smug and she did reply.

If my cat goes then thats it for me.  That is the last thing i need right now is for my cat to go.  If he gets throught the night and I get him to the vet there is no way I can afford a massive vet bill right now.  Fuck.. all this on top of everything.

Will post more soon

Because I wanted it to mean something

Why am I just such a weak twat with regards to her. She always manages to pull things around to her way of thinking and having me apologise for when I didnt do anything wrong.  Did her family ask after me or see how I was doing. No, so why should my friends take sides and see if she is ok when she was the one having the affair.  I must remember more often what has gone on.  So hard to let go right now.

Not well

THe pain that i have been having just above my stomach but below my peck has gotten reaelly bad now so its a trip to the docs but just seem to have this feeling that im going to end up on frigging hospital, I hope that they finally have wifi else its going to be boredom personified.

emails

One of the things that has been learnt, yet again the hard way, is to never write a letter and then send it straight away when emotions run high. There are so many things that run around in this box of mine that today has been hard mentally and once again taht sick feeling in my stomach rears its head again..

Top Gear, I want to believe

sunday night means one thing and one thing only and thats top gear.  I used to love the program , not always because of the content, jokes and laughter because that to me was family time.  No matter how shit a week, how crap, arguments,  That show was our time.  Being on the sofa now watching alone just isnt the same, the jokes and laughter just bring back memories of us.

Rock stars….

The pembrokeshire equasion

if bloke = squaddie then shag
else look for squaddie