Chat logs you find lying about

09/02/2008 22:35:34

“
i hano wot attrachs is is tha man i see when i lay in his arms
the man i see when hes got his busines head on
the man i see when he makes love to me – not sex but makes love to me ( as far n f few tat is )
i love tha man i see thtat he could be if only he lived his life in the present and look forward rather than in the past looking back
i love him for for the few r the man he was on the him
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and then this to an ex..

his problem lies in the fact that he is burnt beyond belief and as much as i lvoe him i cant turn back the clocks and take away that for him – he trusts in nothing i have to say and dislikes all that he heres – and that is because i am telling the truth – he dislikes my truths as i have a past to – the way he feels atm within himself i could tell him the sky is blue and he convinse himself that i am lieing

me summed up in a few sentances.

Because I wanted it to mean something

Why am I just such a weak twat with regards to her. She always manages to pull things around to her way of thinking and having me apologise for when I didnt do anything wrong.  Did her family ask after me or see how I was doing. No, so why should my friends take sides and see if she is ok when she was the one having the affair.  I must remember more often what has gone on.  So hard to let go right now.