Waiting for the inevitable

So here we are again, after Xmas again, sitting in a cold and dark room, again, writing on a blog thats almost over a year old, sat wondering and pondering all the what if’s of the world.

After 8 years of following a dream, I was sacked, dismissed for whatever reason that the other party hasnt;t given me. Now im back to the place where I dread being the most, at the start, at the bottom rung of the ladder again and with each and every time it happens getting back up the rung again is just that little harder.

The writing was on the wall more than I care to remember but being the sort of person who I am to follow a dream, kept going when others would have bailed.

Think its time to goto bed now, had enough to drink to pass out peacefully.

Waiting for the inevitable

what the hell

things just took a twisted turn for the worse and for the first time in a long time im feeling well, pretty broken around now.

karma im sure now only affects those with any belief. Those who dont care and whos mindset is such never, ever get the cummupence… EVER

this world is no longer good and bad its just a case of the lesser of two evils, the wrong thing vs the wronger thing. A Sad state of affairs.

A full update is coming shortly.

what the hell