and still people look to me… Why

I don’t get this at all.  people ask me to do web stuff and I admit that I dont have the talent to do design work, code web pages, setup ecommerce stores but I have people that I can call on to to do that.  Is this just just the ultimate admission of bullshit, yet I know the times that I do put myself in the firing line I believe in what I do, I always believed in what I can… could.. believed…do

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and still people look to me… Why

The obligitary 1.40am pissed post

Ah yes its been a bit of a while since drinking and blogging at this time of night.  This was supposed to be  dry week, no alcohol to go through me what so ever on an effort to save some monies.  EPIC fail to say the least.  Seems that at the moment all thats happening is reminders of past lives, past mistakes, basically the fragile brain matter that is left after getting obliterated is now being mangled into a pulp.  Take this evening….

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The obligitary 1.40am pissed post

Sleep deprived

Great, since the weekend I’ve only been getting something close to 3 hours sleep a night, well solid sleep that is.  Put a mix in of really bad dreams and nightmares, its safe to say that today I feel just a little bit more than wrecked.  It’s quite amazing what a combination of being cold and tired does to the mind.  Concentration is completly shot for one an moving when cold seems to ache just a little bit more.  Don’t get me started about being warm…

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Sleep deprived