Just wanted to write to make sure that you are ok after last night, you looked a bit hacked off and to be honest if that guy stood you up then its complely, 100% his loss.
About last night, had to leave for obvious reasons but I did make sure that you got home all ok, Anthony was on his way back for you when I called. Like I say hope things are better.
Don’t worry I wont be bending your ear about Julie. I did cock up last night and didn’t pay her the attention she was (in hindsight) looking for. Just wish that i had come across as being less arrogant. To be honest I still like the girl a lot but don’t worry I haven’t got her number and such anymore so I won’t be making things awkard and all that.
There was a time of the night where she was gonig shes not interested and such and then out of the blue im asking if she doesnt like me (she never said she didnt) she just comes out that shes scared of fucking it up. Competly confusing then after that as she was holding my hand at times and even kissed me (side of the face). The girls that I was speaking to were saying stuff like stick in there, she;s nice and we look good together, have to agree there.
Btw this has been very, VERY rare that I’ve had women come up and speak to me, well anyone speak to me. If you think on it how many times does that happen to me lol. Way I think of it is that women see a guy with a lass, it’s less intimidating and they feel more at ease.
Anyways I still really like the girl and I know she’s just gone through a shit load. If she honestly likes Jamie more than me fair enough. If you can explain to her that I don;t always get it right when I’m out and, believe me, the rach thing still haunts me.
On that subject I hope you believe me that I don’t justify my cheating on her with the basis that her life is better now what so ever. I do smile when I see her out as she’s got her shit together big time and to know that I was once part of her life means a lot to me.
Call me a moron but my offer is still out there, if you guys fancy doing something a bit different, heading into town, pool and cheap drinks in weatherspoons then I’m still up for it. Tho I do expect a blow out (again). I’d love to just do something different out and about to see if I can get to know her better. That’s up to her, whilst I write this mammoth mail I think that I’ve no chance on that.
Finally, I’d like to take you out to the cinema to say thank’s for being inbetween all this. Scott Pilgrim vs The World is a good film and would be something different to do in the week. I’ve got an offer on with tickets and Im going to town so you wouldn’t have to spend a penny.
Sorry this mails gone on a bit, just easy to talk to you about it as you know all the stuff that’s gone on.