Full unedited log of messages between me and the ex. I’m all up for anyone constructively commenting on all this. Messages start from her getting in touch with me the other week after a couple of attempts at meeting up but her no showing for one reason or another. I;ve backed up more message from the phone to give the complete picture. So the question is, is she making excuses, being legit or…..
recevied = her sent = me
Received 10 Jul 2012 17:36:31
I called in for tea yesterday but you weren’t there.
Sent 10 Jul 2012 17:41:04
No way, You are kidding me right? I was out walking and I had a strange feeling about you and I thought I was being silly. What time did you pop over ?
Received 10 Jul 2012 17:48:44
When your car was missing!
Sent 10 Jul 2012 18:10:25
typical of me, I start getting out the house more and doing fresh air stuff and I miss you :(. You should of text or rang lovely. Take it you’re working tonight ?
Received 10 Jul 2012 18:13:59
Yep. 8am-5pm 6pm 1130pm.
Sent 10 Jul 2012 18:21:56
“you and your mad hours. You likely to finish earlier or later tonight”
Received 10 Jul 2012 18:31:17
Late as still on clear down after the ball
Sent 10 Jul 2012 18:36:45
Cleaning, one of your strong points :). U popping in after or when can I see you
Received 10 Jul 2012 22:52:16
I will pop in for coffee in the morning after breakfast shift on way home
Sent 10 Jul 2012 23:07:02
Cool :). I’m at the JC at 1155 but I’ll leave a note for u if im not there.
Received 10 Jul 2012 23:16:22
Sent 10 Jul 2012 23:35:44
I’ll be up 🙂
Received 11 Jul 2012 07:41:05
I’m gonna be late as got to do stock take now
Sent 11 Jul 2012 09:09:19
Sent 11 Jul 2012 11:05:33
Hey lovely. Sorry to be a pain but I have to go to town as I have things I need to sort out (jc etc). Would be good to see you later. (m. .y). Finest china is out on standby 🙂
Received 11 Jul 2012 11:09:54
Ok will do my best! Sorry I’ve almost finished but still loads to do. See you later
Received 11 Jul 2012 15:13:13
I’ve had a bad day, just in. Gonna go horse cuddle and go from there. Not sure if it may be tomorrow before I get to you as got loads of work to do for training tomorrow
Sent 11 Jul 2012 15:29:11
Gutted. The breakfast pancake mix will keep I suppose 😦 If you need a non horse ear im about x. Let me know so I’m about (swimming, walking etc)
Received 11 Jul 2012 15:34:46
I’m sorry! We had a horse die on the weekend along with the summer ball, I’ve not caught up yet!
Sent 11 Jul 2012 19:54:25
Aww Lin you must be devastated and no doubt shattered. Try not to completely burn out ok! Good job I’ve washed up just in case you came over 🙂
Received 11 Jul 2012 20:04:32
I will be over tomorrow after work. It was dogun the mother of the first foal born. The chocolate coloured one 😦
Sent 11 Jul 2012 20:05:52
Aw no way :(. U ok? I know you love them all dearly. Foal still ok ?
Received 11 Jul 2012 20:27:17
I’ve been better. We had to watch the PM 1/2 hour after she died. It was a bit shit but fascinating. Foal fine feeding on blika and olga.
Sent 11 Jul 2012 20:44:25
sounds a hard thing to go through the pm. Was it natrul causes or you not know yet ? On a side note after speaking to my dad i seem to have gone all Somerset when I talk lol
Sent 12 Jul 2012 14:38:17
hey hope your ok after everything that’s happened over the last few days, am a busy boy (going to see if i can get physio on a pulled hamstring ) this afternoon but still hoping to see you later? 🙂
Received 12 Jul 2012 16:58:16
😦 battery charging… Are u home yet?
Sent 12 Jul 2012 17:06:00
Should be home in about 15 minutes hopefully the traffic won’t be too bad
Sent 12 Jul 2012 18:08:51
Sorry. I was stuck behind a bus I must have just missed you (and missing you) :(. And the physio was crap. 🙂 that’s not the first note You’ve missed others. Hope it got a smile from you x
Received 12 Jul 2012 18:50:31
I want to see the other notes! Photograph them and email them. I need to seeit to believe it
Sent 12 Jul 2012 18:52:59
Typical. They were up all week and went I to the recycle this morning. The other one was. Of you are reading this and I’m. It here I’m hopefully out on a ride and not fallen in a ditch just out of reach to ask for help. There’s a brew on the side for you. (there was more)
Received 12 Jul 2012 18:57:06
Lol. Well it will do fr now catch you next week MAYBE! 🙂 x
Sent 12 Jul 2012 19:08:47
looking forward to it. 96 hours to go lol x
Received 12 Jul 2012 19:13:29
Well I have tried….. TWICE! Lol
Sent 12 Jul 2012 19:16:56
Lol well I guess ill hear from you in about 94 hours then… I had a feeling about Monday. Bloody knew I should of gone home lol
Received 12 Jul 2012 19:28:15
Listen! I’ve spent a year trying to kick you out of the house. It’s the last thing I want you to start doing again! 🙂
Sent 16 Jul 2012 20:51:06
96 hours and counting now lol. Free for a bit of catchup and you can watch the tv cooking things, criticise how they do it wrong whilst partaking in a glass of vino?
Received 16 Jul 2012 22:20:53
I can’t tonight. Had to work. And tue and wed night
Sent 16 Jul 2012 22:32:12
Working nights never normally stopped you. You’re missing my best note ever but fair enough… message received an understood.
Received 16 Jul 2012 22:47:09
I will pop over tomorrow day as off until 4
Received 17 Jul 2012 13:23:23
Mic woke me up to see if I was ok today. It was 12 O’clock!!!
Sent 17 Jul 2012 15:13:58
Disappointed at the no show! Was really needing to speak to u in a medium other than texting or phone.
Received 17 Jul 2012 22:16:31
I’m sorry. I’ve not been well, then slept until 12 and then had only 4 hrs to get my jobs done and ride.
and with that message on tuesday. Nothing more. Now im at a loss on what to do. Well I say but I know deep down it’s over and it’s the run around but WHY the hell is there even the smallest part of me with the smallest bit of hope clinging on like an idiot. Logic + world tells me it’s over yet i still feel that familiar pain in my chest and not sleeping.