Well thats nice. Nice to see that I still have the magic that when any lass gets with me and then buggers off, they end up doing rather well for themselves. Am happy for her.
Depressing thought number 265 : you might wait all your life for that special person, even if you do manage to find them, they might be waiting for someone else
Depressing thought 266 : Good times don’t last forever, friends don’t stick around. At the end of the day your’e in this alone.
Depressing thought 267 : Everything you know is wrong. But you know what. Fuck em. Fuck all those bad thoughts because this, this, this is happy thought number 1.
I will be back
Dogdgy plots aside and spinning out things just a little too long, Shameless still has some awesome script writing at times.
This is probably a first for me on this blog. I can’t actually remember making an outright apology for someone. Normally I’m happy with my actions but this one is deserved to a dear friend who’s been on one hell of a trip with me. So this post is dedicated to AP.
Had one of my funny feelings on the beach. Ironic that newgale beach seems to be the place I go to clear things out of my mind, endings if you will. Has never been a lucky beach for me to say the least.. So ladies and gentlemen of the blogosphere. For your merriment, my latest failings…
Oh my god I’ve just done something very very stupid. Since my dad died and I got a harsh reminder about how much he missed my ex, unexpectedly she’s been in contact with me out of the blue. There’s no rhyme or reason to it and to be honest I have been entertaining at which is odd given my past feelings for her seem to have disappeared somewhat.
So on Monday we bumped into each other at the coffee shop she springs me about the idea of meeting and jokingly I said okay and Samir text when you’re free, thinking that she is never going to do it and again once she’s got home and had time to come down from a hormonal and adrenaline overload I won’t hear from you again.
So imagine my surprise earlier on today when I got a text saying you fancy meeting up and having a cup of tea. and of course me being me I said yes. I’d like to say that nothing happened and obviously nothing did although there was a hell of a lot of venting from her about how much I upset her, how much she didn’t know who she was in love with me or the man I was trying to be.
WhatsApp is like the iMessage for the masses. The best bit is you get a sent and a read receipt to put those “did they get my message” anxieties. Needless to say this concludes the Nina Files.
Back home. This is whats happened in the last afternoon.
- Phone call about some possible work. Call the number, guess who answers. EX 1. LF (as we will call her from now one)
- Decide to chill for a coffee. Sat there chilling, who walks in.. BIG EX (KF)
- Check more voicemails. Ex from 6 years ago left me a voice message cause she’s bored.
You can’t make this shit up! At least that’ll be it now. Everything will settle back down to the normality.
Scratch that. Guess who turns up as a first “people you might know” on facebook. Nina. Nina files coming soon.
Lol some dogs just wont lie down. Got this sent to be after a request to fix lots of laptops.