Well tonight I seem to be going into town, really not in the mood after spending all day in bed pretty much.
Just watching Dr Who at the moent and there wa a moment where Rose smiles at the dotor and it was amazing, made me realise how much we should all strive to smile and make other people smile.
There are many things that can be faked, emotions covered up and lies told all to mask how we feel but a smile, the rights smile is always genuine and know this because it has an effect on you, makes you smile as well.
Perhaps that’s why I was always a sucker for a smile and for the most part, the females that Ive been out with have had that in common.
When you stop making the other person you with smile or you start thinking to yourself why haven’t I smiled then its time to stop, take a look around and just do something beautiful.
make a cup of tea
go for a walk and come back with something, be it nice or tacky
rub her shoulders
Kiss her neck or his neck
tell them how much they mean to you
offer to do something for them, like watch their programs or movies
I know all this and can impart my advice on to other people because.. I know all this and I didnt do it.
Expectations for tonight,
well not really in the mood for drinking, ive not eaten but I must not get into a state and text Kari , no matter how much I really want to. If I do then it will just get laughed at or used against me (see other posts for updates)
Will be interesting to watch the masses congregate and get drunk, like always attracts like on nights out like these, the short skirts go for the army guys, the army guys go for anything because they can. Tonight will feel like everyone else will be having fun.
Sometimes I wish she would read this to know what she meant to me, hindsight, however the sad truth is that the part of her that would read this , the kind kari I knew isnt there any more.